This is me going forward, taking back control on my life, career, and relationships.
I would like to start by just saying thank you; thanks for all the kind words, your understanding, and the endless empathy. It’s not to be taken for granted and I’m forever grateful.
It wasn’t easy at all to write my previous post. If you know me, you know that I’m eternally jealous of my privacy, so much that it sometimes might come out as questionable behavior. Writing that post was something that I had to do for myself and I’m thankful that you took the time to read and inquire about it.
Today I would like to share what my plan is moving forward. You know, I never gave a single f**** about what other people think of me. I honestly don’t really care (in general). But I don’t care about it when things that I have done caused other people to raise an eyebrow or don’t like/agree with it. But this isn’t the case (for the most part) with what was happening around me recently.
Now I do care for my name and I do care what people might think of me, because the actions that were taken in my name, weren’t actions that I took. This means that I need to work ten times harder to fix it, and I am the only one who can fix it.
Luckily, everything is fixable, I have learned; except death. Feelings of inconvenience, anger, disappointment, disgust, rage, and whatnot - are fixable. Especially when it comes to something that I can control, and I can fix myself. It might take some time for this wound to heal but it will, eventually.
On the other hand, I’m doing everything I can (in the scope of this pandemic), to keep my music career afloat, and to create new content to be released soon. The music creation process is keeping me sane, and I can’t wait to share everything with you.
As the administrative things go, I have ditched the so-called ‘label’ that messed up almost everything; I have learned that, especially in today’s world, it’s extremely important to be involved in everything, from the creating process to the legal stuff. I have decided to take control of it as well; I have taken actions to start my own management company and collaborate with the best people I could find to make it all possible.
I want to own my work, to be 100% involved from the tiniest thing to the largest, and to know what is going on at every step of the way.
This is me going forward, fixing past mistakes or misconduct made in my name, and taking back control on my life, career, and relationships.
If you have survived until here, I thank you. I'm positive that everything is possible, you are the sole owner of your life, even when shit hits the fence.
It takes one (decision, person, mindset, thought, word….) to make a change.
Love,
S.
